Dollar Value Menus and Other Tough Stuff
Sometimes I like to think about what my life was like back
when I was first trying to break into the world of freelance illustration and
writing for kids books. It was tough. After putting myself out there (with
submissions of all kinds), and being as patient as I could be (which is not
very patient), the rejection letters began trickling in. I was actually really
proud of them. They said I was trying. I put them up on my walls and showed
them to all my friends. I was like, “Look at all these ‘form’ rejection
letters! It’s like I’m a professional now! I make stuff and they reject it.
It’s all part of the process!”
Of course, it wasn’t easy. My idea of a night on the town
usually involved a restaurant with a $1 value meal menu (I’m still poor now but
I was more poor then—I really need to find me a sugar mama.) At the time, I
understood the hard truth that hard work doesn’t always guarantee that you will
get what you want, but every time I thought about going back to get a degree in
something that would lead to a regular job with a regular paycheck... I
couldn’t go through with it.
In time, my rejection letters began to have notes with them.
I was getting personalized rejection letters!!!!!!!!!!! I thought that that was
amazing.
Eventually, I got my first real job and everything from then
on went smooth as butter (just kidding.) But, even though the ups and downs
(think of a Yo-Yo on a dude’s hand) kept coming they were becoming more evolved
problems (think of a Yo-Yo on a dude’s hand who is going up some steps—your
still facing tough ups and downs but they are on a whole new level.) When I
look at my current problems and stand back and compare them to the problems I
faced years ago, I can see how much I’ve grown. Somehow this fact makes it
easier to tackle my current problems/frustrations with making books.
So, these days whenever I’m having a tough time, I ‘take a
step back’ and look at how much my current problems show that I’ve grown as an
artist/writer. My favorite way of ‘taking a step back’ is by reading some of my
(many) rejected stories I’ve made over the years. I read them and I am reminded
of the many problems I faced while making them and I can see (with so much more
clarity) what the problems were and how I should have solved them. (I also
laugh a lot—in a good way.)
The End.
OH, Wait, One more thing...
On June 11th, my newest (picture) book is coming
out!
It’s called ‘Cute & Cuter’ (knopf) Check it out you
Checker Outers.
Yes, we can all learn by taking a step back. Thanks for the post and for sharing the cover of your new PB! Congrats! Looks fun :)
ReplyDeleteI know EXACTLY what you mean about not being able to go through with getting a "real" job, even when the rejections poured in. And I have those buck menus memorized. ;) LOVE that new PB.
ReplyDeleteSuch a good idea to reflect on how our struggles evolve and change. Congratulations on the new PB! And that cover is the cutest. :)
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